‘The cover, the pages, the ink… I cannot even begin to put into words what that moment meant to me.’
Praveena Shivram’s Karuppu, Young Zubaan’s latest YA fiction novel, is now available on our webstore. Last month, when the book was being printed at Thomson Press, Praveena came all the way from Chennai to witness the printing process! Read on to know more about her experience at the press.

Where do I even start the story of how Karuppu came to be… where did the idea come from? What was my process? How was this written?… In the eight years that it took for this book to become a reality, I have realized that none of these questions matter. Often, in an attempt to dissect and analyse, we forget the frailties, the vulnerabilities of a book being born. And, in idealising it, we fall into the danger of either negating the struggle or oversimplifying the joy.
When I walked into Thomson Press in Faridabad, where Karuppu was being printed, there was a strange numbness. Ishani, Nithya and I waited for a long time in a room with a table that we immediately felt was perfect to roll out a large map, comfortable chairs that we immediately researched for future reference, and a white box under the whiteboard we were immediately sure was filled with ingots but disappointingly only had the whiteboard marker and eraser. Through the conversation, the jokes, the easy banter, I felt overwhelmingly the presence of something larger, something so impossibly beyond me that I couldn’t even touch it anymore.
And then I did touch it.

The cover, the pages, the ink… I cannot even begin to put into words what that moment meant to me. There was a quietness, inside and outside of me, despite the hypnotising sounds of large machines and that equally hypnotising walk through their massive operation before I got to the corner where Karuppu was being printed. A quietness so deep, so vast, that I was thankful to have my editor and designer with me, witnessing this for me, with me.
I am glad that Karuppu is finally out in the world, and I hope she finds a place that embodies who she is. For me, this is a physical manifestation of what has lived inside me. And while a part of me is terrified to let go, another is relieved. I hope it is received with kindness and brings the same warmth it brought me while I wrote it.





























Literature is an important lens through which to examine cultural shifts, as it is, in many ways, a microcosm for our society. Positive portrayals of same-gender love are slowly becoming more mainstream. Kai Cheng Thom’s Lambda finalist Fierce Femmes and Notorious Liars is one such book and the latest addition to Young Zubaan’s list of kickass feminist books for children and young adults. (find the link to our web store at the end of the article). For this year’s Pride celebrations, we have curated a list of five books which pertain to the truth of living as a queer person in the global South, or as a queer person of colour in the North.
Translated from Marathi by acclaimed novelist Jerry Pinto, Sachin Kundalkar’s novel traces the story of a mysterious tenant who captures the hearts of two siblings Tanay and Anuja, when he arrives as an artist looking for lodging in their family home in Pune. The novel pairs interior monologues from Tanay and Anuja, both addressed to their beloved boarder, who charmed each of them before leaving without any explanation.
Published in 2016 by Zubaan, A Revathi’s second book traces her life, and her work in the NGO Sangama, which works with people across a spectrum of gender identities and sexual orientations. It narrates the tale of how she rose from office assistant to the director in the organisation. The first half of the book describes her journey as a trans woman, as she becomes an independent activist, theatre person, actor, writer and organiser for the rights of transgender persons. Later, Revathi offers insight into one of the least talked-about experiences in the gender spectrum: that of being a trans man. A Life in Trans Activism emphasizes the ways in which the trans identity intersects with other identities, and how these intersections contribute to unique experiences of oppression and privilege.
Babyji is a daring coming of age story of 16-year-old Anamika Sharma, a student in New Delhi. Abha Dawesar’s second novel details the exploits of Anamika as she romances three women, juggling her studies and her lovers while attempting to finish school. The story is set against the backdrop of Mandal Commission’s recommendations in 1980, which proposed the doubling of seats for backward castes. An upper-caste woman herself, Anamika uses her academic expertise and sexual prowess, to liberate herself from the Brahmanical mores of the society that she inhabits. Babyji is a brave exploration and moral enquiry into what it means to be a growing woman who is coming to terms with her own sexuality. This novel is the winner of the 2005 Lambda Literary Award for Lesbian Fiction and of the 2006 Stonewall Book Award for Fiction.
Indra Das’s debut novel is a love story between two shape shifting werewolves, Fenrir and Gevaudan — a gay couple — and their companion, a young Muslim woman called Cyrah. The shape shifters exist on the margins of society: they wander into Shah Jahan’s empire, fleeing persecution in their homeland. Alok Mukherjee, a Bengali professor of history who narrates the novel, is still reeling from an engagement that was broken off after his affairs with other men came out in the open. The Devourers refuses to be pigeonholed into a single genre; it borrows tropes and writing devices from dark fantasy, speculative fiction and science fiction. A chilling saga that spans across various centuries and continents, this novel showcases Das’s incredible prowess with language and rhythm. The Devourers won the 29th Annual Lambda Award in LGBT Science Fiction/ Fantasy/ Horror category.
A collection of speeches and essays by a self-described “black lesbian feminist warrior poet,” Sister Outsider is considered a ground breaking work by Audre Lorde. This book contains a great mix of ideas and tones; it has poems, interviews, journal entries, and speeches interspersed with aphorisms. It proved to be an important and necessary tool in the cannon of progressive theory when it was first published in 1984. Lorde’s work centres the experience of black lesbians and critiques a mostly white, academic community of second-wave feminists for overlooking blacks, gays and women, as well as the elderly and the disabled in their theories.









